June 16, 2013

Chapter 20: Bonds


Cameron succeeded in getting his degree and the position as Sports Agent. All of the family was extremely proud of him. He achieved the things he wanted to accomplish and more. Lilly went back to work with Zoe in her catering business since all the kids were in school. Both parents found themselves busy between work, children and their own relationship as husband and wife. They still couldn’t believe they were now adults with two teenage daughters and three children. James retired from the police force and settled into a small house in town to stay close by. The kids (all five of them) were growing more and more each day. All was going well, or so it seemed.

“Willow, where the hell is my book!?” Amelia confronted her twin sister. “What book?” Willow asked though she really did not care. “My text book you dumbass! You borrowed my textbook because you couldn’t find yours!” Willow yelled. “Chill out will you. I think I put it back in your book bag.” Amelia replied. “You think? Geez you can’t be trusted with anything you know that?” Willow griped.This was an everyday occurrence between the Palmer Twins. It did not seem like a normal day if they were not arguing with each other. “Whatever Willow.” Amelia snapped as she stormed out of the room. Willow scoffed, “I can’t wait to get out of here!” she searched the room for her textbook.

“Amelia, where are you going?” her Lilly asked. “I’m going to hang out with Gavin or something.” She said as she grabbed her keys. “Just stay out of trouble, please.” Cameron told her but his words were ignored as she slammed the front door. “Ah the teen years.” Lilly mumbled. Cameron sighed, “And to think we have three more.” Lilly laughed, “Remember when you said you wanted more after the triplets were born.” Cameron thought about it, “Yea hell no. The five we have are enough.” She smiled, “good because my lady parts can’t handle anymore.” “I’m sorry, ‘Lady Parts’?” he asked. Lilly pointed behind him. Aurora was standing there listening in on their conversation. They were not sure how much she had heard. The atmosphere became awkward. “Hi Rora honey.” Cameron smiled nervously. “What are lady parts?” she asked with all innocence. “Say, where are your brothers?” He asked her instead. “Way to dodge her question.” Lilly snickered as she walked out of the kitchen. “Thanks love.” Cameron said with a smile, missing the sarcasm in his wife’s voice.

Aurora still looking confused, “Wyatt and Bryson are in the clubhouse.” “Oh and why haven’t you joined them?” her father asked her. “They said no girls allowed. They don’t want me to play.” She gave him that puppy dog face that he couldn’t look away from. The look Lilly used to give him when they were kids. “I’m sorry baby girl. Boys can be that way sometimes,” He tried to comfort her, “They’ll be begging you to play with them before the day is through.” “Well boys suck!” Aurora said. “Hey.” Cameron crossed his arms. “Sorry. Boys stink.” She corrected. “That’s better.” He gave her a smile and he could see she felt a little better. Aurora walked away and headed to her room, which she shared with the twins. “I don’t think I handled that well.” He said aloud. “No. You handled that just how I thought you would.” Lilly remarked as her re-entered the kitchen with a smile.

Aurora walked into the bedroom to find Willow playing video games. “Can I play Willow?” she asked. “Sure Rora. The boys not playing with you again?” she said not taking her eyes off the TV. “Yea, what else is new?” Aurora grabbed a controller. “I know what that’s like. Amelia and I used to go off and play by ourselves because the other didn’t want to play.”  “Do you really want to leave Willow?” she asked. Willow paused the game, “I don’t really know Rora. I would really like to get into this school but part of me thinks I'm not ready to leave.” Aurora looked at her, “Maybe that means you don’t really want to go.” She was small but she was smart. “Why do you ask anyway? Do you not want me to leave?” Willow asked. Her little sister became quiet for a second, “The boys always leave me out of things and Amelia’s constantly grouchy about one thing or another. Other than mommy and daddy, you’re the only one who pays attention to me. I like spending time with you.”

It hadn’t occurred to Willow that she had formed such a strong bond with her baby sister. She and Amelia were not this close when they were younger. Heck, they were not this close now.  She regretted that in a way. Willow loved her twin sister a lot but she could not be around her for very long. They were like polar opposites. “I love you Rora.” Willow said with a smile. Aurora smiled back, “Thanks Willow, I love you too.” The sisters continued to play their game and enjoying their bonding time. To them it was...peaceful.

***
“Oh my gosh! I can’t stand even sharing a room with her!” Amelia complained to Gavin. Gavin’s fathers, Erik and Noah, were Cameron and Lilly’s closest friends. “It’s kind of hard to believe that you two shared a womb honestly.” He was being honest. The twins were older than he was but he had known their whole family for a long time. He was always there for Amelia anytime she wanted to vent. They had so many things in common so there was plenty for them to discuss. Gavin was oblivious to the fact that Amelia had the biggest crush on him, okay so maybe it was more than a just a crush. Amelia loved him.  While he enjoyed spending time with Amelia, Willow was the one that made his heart jump every time he saw her. “Hey Mel? There’s a party this weekend.” Gavin was nervous and Amelia’s ears perked up. “Yea there is.” She said with a small smile. “Please ask me. Please ask me.” She said to herself. “I was wondering if you knew whether or not your sister was going.” He said instead. Amelia’s heart sank. “I…I don’t know. Why do you ask?”


“Well I was going to see if she maybe wanted to go with me but didn’t have the courage to ask her.” He replied. Amelia didn’t give him a reply. “Listen I have to go home. I’ll talk to you later.” Amelia hopped onto her bike and sped home as fast as she could to avoid hearing what else he had to say. She tried to fight them but lost; the tears started streaming down her flushed red cheeks. “I should have known.” She thought. Her feelings for Gavin bubbled up inside her for so long. How could she have not noticed? She threw her bike down on the front lawn, stormed into the house and headed straight to their bedroom. Willow was Just putting away the video game controllers when her sister stormed into the room. “Why are you always trying to ruin things?” Amelia yelled. “What the hell are you talking about?” Willow looked at her sister with a very perplexed look. “I’m talking about Gavin! He likes you. You’re telling me that you didn’t know.”

“No. No I didn’t. Why does it matter anyway?” Willow asked the question but she instantly remembered, “Oh yeah…” her voice trailed off. All those love struck looks her sister had whenever Gavin was around. Willow knew for a long time that her sister liked him. “I’m sorry Mel. I didn’t know he had those feelings.” She said sincerely. “Yea right.” Amelia said with tears still running down her face, “How could you not know?” “How could you not tell him how you feel?” Willow asked. Her sister didn’t respond. “As long as you’ve liked him and as much as like him why didn’t you tell him?”


Amelia fell onto the bed, “I don’t know but you’re wrong.” Willow hesitated, “About what?” “I don’t like him. I love him. I love the way he smiles, the way he laughs, the way he fidgets when he’s nervous. I love how klutzy he is and I love how passionate he is about even the smallest things.” Willow didn’t say anything to her. The quiet room filled with the muffled and heartbreaking cry of a heartbroken teen. Willow grabbed her pillow and decided she would sleep on the boys extra bunk bed along with Aurora giving their sister time alone.

***
Two weeks had passed and the twins weren’t saying much to each other. For once in a long time, the house was quiet from their bickering and yelling. They were somewhat being civil to each other. Willow found out that she was been accepted into the private school that she wanted. She’s scheduled to leave in about another week and settle into the dorm room.
Amelia had not spoken to Gavin since that day. He called the house constantly looking for her. Amelia was hurt, everyone could see that but not talking to Gavin wasn’t making her feel any better.

“Mom, Dad I’m heading over to Gavin’s!” Willow yelled as she grabbed her house keys. “Oh good, can you take this book to Erik for me. I was going to head over there later to give it to him.” Cameron said. “Sure dad. Anything else you need?” she smiled. Cameron smiled back, “Yea ask them if they'd like to join us for a cook out this weekend. You know, before you leave.” his voice mellowed out. His daughter was leaving. Cameron and Lilly both knew this time would come eventually. The realization that one by one their children would leave the nest. “Okay dad. I'll be back later.”

Willow hopped into her car and heading down the street. As she rode along the streets of Starlight Shores she understood why her mother and father picked this town to raise their family. She would miss this town and hoped to come back after she graduated from college but she had dreams of traveling  and seeing the world. As she pulled into the Gavin's driveway it occurred to her that she really didn't know what to say to him but she had to say something. Before she could make it up to the doorstep Gavin emerged from the side of the house. “Oh. Hey Willow.” His face turned bright red and he wasn't sure of what to say other than “hi”. “Hey Gavin. Do you have some time to talk?” she asked trying not to make much eye contact. “Yeah of course. We can go into the living room.” They both headed into the house which was quiet. “Your house is so quiet. I forget that you don't have a house full of siblings ranting and running around.” she said a nervous chuckle. “Yea it's pretty quiet. Both of my dads like it that way. I think at one point they discussed adopting another baby but they got busy with their careers.



 I've gotten used to it being so quiet but you're right about your house. That's where I go when the silence is deafening or so to speak.” They sat down on the sofa, “What is it that you wanted to talk about?” Willow cleared her throat, “my sister. You know she's heartbroken right?” Gavin didn't respond. “Listen I don't know what feelings you have for me but I do know that my sister cares about you a lot and she's torn apart. I don't know if I'm expecting you to say something to her or what. I do know that I can't leave with her angry at me or angry at you. I just wanted you to know that.” Gavin still didn't say anything and they sat in silence for a few minutes. “I know now that Mel has feelings for me. I'm not that dense. But I also don't know what I can say to her. I care for her but not the way that I care about you.” There was more silence. Willow was starting to think that her coming over was a bad idea. She was afraid that at the end of it all two people would end up with broken hearts. “I'm sorry Gavin. I'm sorry that I don't have the same feelings that you have for me.” She stood up “But I hope we can still be friends. Do me a favor? Talk to Amelia.” With that she left. She wasn't sure she handled that well but at this moment she was more concerned about her sister than Gavin.

***
Willow walked into the house to find her parents frantic. “What's going on?”  Lillibeth was in tears, “When was the last time you saw Amelia?” “I...I don't know. The night before. I still sleep in the boys room so I haven't seen much of her.” Aurora tiptoed into the room, “She's gone.” Everyone turned to look at the child. “What do you mean she's gone?!” Cameron asked. “She...she said she had a plane ticket and she was leaving.” “You didn't say anything?!”  her father yelled. “Dad, calm down.” Willow chimed in, “Rora did she say where she was going?” Rora was trying hard not to cry, “No. She just said she was leaving and goodbye.”

Just then Willow's phone rang. She didn't hesitate to answer it, “Amelia! Oh hi Grandma. What?!” she pulled the phone away from her ear, “DAD! She's at Grandma's!” “What the hell!?” Cameron yelled, “Tell her I'm coming to get her.”  Lilly grabbed him by the shirt and shook her head “no”. “Let her go Cameron. She's safe that's the important thing.” Lilly let the tears fall down her face. Willow put the receiver to her ear, “Grandma can I talk to her please?” There was shuffling on the other end and Amelia's meek voice spoke, “hello?”
Willow took a deep breath, “You really messed up Mel. You always think of yourself and never about other people's feelings. I'm glad you're safe I really am but maybe this is exactly what needed to happen. Take care and I love you.” she hung up the phone. Willow and Amelia were once close and now there was a big rift in their relationship. 

*End of Chapter 20*

Coming up Chapter 21

May 26, 2013

Chapter 19: Our Lives



Lillibeth found herself busy cleaning and rearranging things often. She was trying to keep her mind busy; Cameron had been gone for a few months and she missed him terribly. They talked almost every day at the beginning but as his classes got harder and he became busier, they talked about every week. She missed him being by her side; they had not been apart this long ever. She was proud of what he was doing though and she told him that every chance she got. The kids were growing more and more every day. The twins were busy with school and activities if they weren't at home driving her crazy. The triplets were big balls of energy and keeping up with them took the energy of at least two people but she managed. James was a big help and she was thankful for him. He helped the girls with their homework, fed and changed the babies when needed and played games with them, Lilly loved him for that.

"Give it back!" yelled Willow from their bedroom, "Give it back now Amelia!" She continued to yell and scream at her younger sister. "Great, what is it now?" Lilly mumbled under her breathe. "Mom! Amelia keeps taking Harlow!" Willow yelled. Harlow was Willow’s toy bear that she held dear. Her yelling caused the triplets to stir and wake from their nap an hour earlier than Lilly would have liked. Lilly sighed, "Amelia, get out here now." Amelia strolled into the living room while trying to wipe the smile from her face. "Why do you torment your sister like that?" Amelia didn't say anything. "I asked you a question young lady." This was an everyday occurrence with them: Amelia would take something or hide something just to get a rise out of Willow. In addition, every day Amelia would just smirk and laugh it off. Between the two of them and the triplets, Lilly’s strained. The triplets were getting restless, "I got them!" James yelled. Lilly just stared at Amelia, "listen to me when I say this: I'm tired of your little antics. I don't know what is going on with you but this will stop. Do you understand me?"

Amelia just rolled her eyes and walked away. Her mother had to admit, that child pushed all her buttons and she was not making things easy lately. Lilly figured it was because Cameron was gone. James was helpful to them all but he was busy with work lately with the recent break-ins. She just sighed and went to help with the babies. Wyatt was on the floor with his bottle while the other two whined and fussed in their cribs. "I'm coming Rora and you too Bryson." she told them. James picked up Bryson and snuggled the little tyke. The triplets were Wyatt, the oldest, Bryson is the youngest boy and Aurora is the youngest of all the Palmer children. They were all spunky and had their own personalities. Bryson was more rambunctious, stubborn and active; he apparently got that from Cameron. Wyatt was very timid and quiet; he was easily content with a few blocks and a bottle. Aurora was one that needed to be watched closely. Look away long enough she would be out in the yard if you were not careful. They were a handful together but were adorable.

***
The kids were finally in bed, James was in his room reading and Lilly could relax for a little bit. As she listened to the empty silence that filled their home, she could not help but start to cry. She missed her husband as she replayed their last conversation two days before in her head. "Hey honey! I'm sorry I hadn't called in a couple of days. These professors do not give you a break at all some times. Studying, studying and even more studying.” he told her. "It's okay. I’ve just been busy with the kids; they all miss you a lot.  When will you be home?" she asked with sorrow in her voice. "It's still a couple more months.  I'll be home soon though I promise Lilly." he reassured her. Before she could respond to him he said, "Honey I have to hurry up and go. I love you all!!" then the dial tone. She sighed and tried to fight back the tears that were stinging her eyes. "I love you too…" she whispered. 

"Why don't you go out for a bit?" James said breaking the silence. "I don't know." she mumbled.  He sighed, "I know things haven't easy with Cameron being gone. I know they are harder than you thought they would be but you cannot mope around here all the time. Take some time for yourself, go to the spa, go OUT!" he said sternly. Lilly knew he was right. If she did not get out, she would go crazy. “Alright. Do you mind watching the kids?” she asked. He just looked at her with a raised eyebrow. “Right of course you don’t.” She said with a gentle smile.

Lilly chose to head to one of the local bars, “A glass of anything strong would be really good right about now.” She felt like she needed some to calm her nerves with all of this anxiety getting to her. Lilly walked into the bar which seemed to rather empty and went to the bar to order a drink. As she sat and sipped on her drink she wondered if this stress would ever go away; it was as if she could not shake it or was being buried by it and struggling to breathe. She was enjoying her drink and was about to order another one when she heard a familiar voice. “Haven’t seen you in a while.” said the voice. It was Jason Porter. “Look who’s talking." She smiled. Jason took the seat next to her, “How have you been?” he asked. Lilly thought about it for a second, “I’ve been better to be honest." A frown came across Jason’s face. Lilly filled him in on the situation. As they talked she wondered why Cameron was so against him.

Jason also filled Lilly on his life since he dropped off the face of the earth. His father in fact disowned him. Jason struggled with gambling and other things that got in the way of the family business. Jason spent a lot of time getting help and getting back into his father’s good graces. He was slowly but surely getting back on his feet. “I can’t believe Cameron would leave you to care for five kids.” Jason complained while still trying to use his Old Jason Porter charm. “Well to fair we didn’t find out about the triplets until before he left. Our lives are full of surprises like that.” She replied. “Still though, I wouldn’t have left. I couldn’t have.” He told her. She told him how she convinced him to go and how James came to live with them to help. 

 After a couple of drinks they decided to play a few rounds of pool. Lilly was enjoying herself. It had been a while since she had been out without a baby or two in tow. She laughed at Jason's corny jokes and enjoyed another drink. An hour later Jason approached her with that devilish smile that only Cameron had really seen. Lilly could tell he had consumed his fill of alcohol. "Listen, I'm really enjoying myself. What do you say we continue the fun at my place?" he asked. Lilly's smile quickly turned to a frown, "Um. Thanks for the offer Jason but I'm going to have to decline. I may be a bit tipsy but I'm alert enough to know I don't want to make that mistake." she tried to say with a smile but he was starting to make her skin crawl. Jason's face turned in an instant as he grabbed her by the arm.

 Jason was silent for a second, “What exactly do you see in him?” The question took Lilly by surprise, “What do you mean?” Was he really asking her this? “I don’t know. For a long time I thought you two just weren’t a perfect fit.” He confessed. Lilly took a second to think about what to say next. “ I honestly don’t think it really matters what you think. You’re on the outside looking in. Cameron may not be perfect, hell I’m not perfect but we’re human.” She paused, “out of all the humans on this earth I truly believe Cameron was meant for me and vice versa; that “cosmic connection” if you will. He’s smart, whether he thinks so or not, he’s loving, caring and sensitive. He’s the father of my children and I wouldn't trade him for anyone. But why am I explaining this to you? Listen Jason, thanks for the drinks. Whatever it is you’re looking for or trying to find, I hope you succeed. I think it’s time for me to head home. Cameron was right about you. Oh and another thing..." she leaned in close to him, "If you ever touch me again they'll never find your body." She gave him a pat on the shoulder, “Take care.” Lilly smiled and left Jason Porter at the bar holding his ego and a little afraid.

***
The next day Lilly took James’ suggestion and went to get some much needed pampering. As she made it back home her phone rang, it was Cameron. “Hey honey!” she answered eagerly. “Hey you! Figured I’d call to check up on you and the kids. How are things?” he asked. “The twins are argumentative as always and the babies and growing more and more every moment it seems.” She gave a relaxed and contented sigh. “I can’t wait to see them again. I look at their pictures every day.” Cameron got quiet for a second, “ I know things haven’t been easy for you, for any of us really, these past few months. I want you to know that it will all be okay, I promise you. I love you and I want you to remember that. I’ll call back later on this evening after my class.” He told her. “OK. I love you too. Talk to you later.” She replied. At that moment, it felt like a weight was lifted off her shoulders, even if just for a little bit. She smiled and headed into the house.  

The kids were inside playing as James was reading. “Whoa, look at you. Nice hair cut!” he said. Lilly smiled, “Yea I thought I could use a change.” “Well it looks really good on you.” James replied. As the kids played and James went back to fixing things around the house, Lilly decided to rest on the couch. The last few months had been stressful. She cried herself to sleep most nights. She missed her husband; she missed way things were before their lives became so hectic. Lilly felt guilty for feeling this way but she knew it was common to think about what life was like without the kids. She glanced at Wyatt as he played with his xylophone, Bryson played with the blocks, Rora played with her bear and she could hear the twins bickering in the background. When she thought about it, the lives they had when they first moved to Starlight Shores was great but the life they had now felt: Complete. Lilly gave a contented sigh, "I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world." She smiled and joined Wyatt on the floor. "I wouldn't change a thing about our lives."

*End of Chapter 19*

Coming up: Chapter 20: Bonds

 

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Sims 3 Story: Cameron Palmer has always thought he was meant for more. It was kind of hard to stay positive with the life he had. He had been at odds with his father for so long and was somewhat neglected by his mother at times. As secrets come out, people's pasts are revealed, with the love of his life by his side, Can they hold it together?

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